My dad might have cancer.
I have infections in both of my feet.
My grandma just had another fucking surgery
And I need more hours at work but last night I had to go home early because I couldn’t feel my legs anymore. I’m worried about my spine getting work but getting the medical bills is enough to discourage me from pursuing further measures. The fear of gaining another 30lbs from more steroid injections is enough.
I’ll just keep putting awful medications in my body. I’ll keep doing that, and hope it goes away